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Name: Kate
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Charlotte
Gender: Female
Interests: RPGing is loads of fun.
Movies, except horror.
Music- rock, pop, country, R&B...everything
Animals
playing games
amusement parks
swimming
Occupation: Kennel attendant
Industry: Animal/ Veterinary science
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Katgod5672
Member Since:
12/5/2005
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| Sometimes your gut is telling you things that you are not sure of until after the fact. It seems my suspicions about Adam were as correct as can be. He wasn't thinking about me in the way that I was about him. He has already moved on and I am going to as well. I don't want to be with someone who would lie to me so much and even worse, lie to himself. Anyway... I have indeed moved on. Went on date #1 with a very nice guy who has a lot of the same interests I do. He seems like he wants to take this slow which I am perfectly fine with. After all I'm not looking to get laid or have a quickie relationship. That was the problem with the last relationship I was in... only he was the one looking for those things, not myself. I've been keeping busy with my Pern site: http://fourlands2.proboards74.com/index.cgi Nobody knows my plans for the site yet but let me tell you, with the great group of rpers I have thus far, big plans are being made. I may be able to expand to a second weyr when I get more players. I hope I do. I love this site. Its so much fun, drama and the other writers are really great. I feel like its an online family at times. I like that a lot. :) Must go to bed-- watery eyes... | | |
| It has been a long time since I've written on here. Things have changed quite a bit but I don't feel mcuh like giving a recap. If you want to know ask, otherwise I'm ranting. Today started out like many others do. With waking up early, hating my alarm clock and goimg to work. I'm in a good mood generally going into work. At least today went better than yesterday. I find myself exahusted by the time I get home. After falling asleep on my bed for an unintentional hour and a half long nap, I get up and take a shower. A nice hot shower. I think my hair may be thinning out a bit. Or I could just be used to it being longer. I don't really know. The point is, today I'm sensitive. The worst part about it all was when I got a chance to finally talk to the guy I'm currently dating. He had had a bad day and was depressed. I tried to cheer him up but he ended up just depressing me more and then things got comlpicated. I have so much self doubt. I don't think he even knows that when he says things I do not doubt him but rather my own strength. I can not allow myself to be weak. Men come and go as they will, I however, will remain. I have to live with myself and my decisions. The way foreward isn't always the way it appears at first glance. Now I'm in a deeply sorrowful state and am unable to come out for the duration of the evening. A movie might make light of romance but I find that it is often much deeper than any of us can understand fully. The trusting of one's feelings, thoughts and body to another, the gift of one's self. I mean if someone said that the price for another person's life was the gift of your self, would you give it? Is it as simple as giving a gift? | | |
| KENTUCKY DERBY!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you all had a mint julep.
Anywho... I wached the Derby yesterday... Barbaro was my favorite going in... I loved the way he looked honestly... he had an equal record with his stable buddy going in but I still liked him best and he WON! He WON by like 6 lengths!!!!
WHOOOT! if only I bet....
Well I'm off to get ready for Church. Last Fan Club Brunch of the year. :( Ahh well... and I'm sorry my love ife isnt as interesting as yours so theres nothing to report. | | |
| Showing my dairy calf in the morning... I'm so exhausted its been a long long loong long long long long long long long long long long long ...day.
UP early to clip my calf was there for 3 hours this morning. Came back tot he farm for 5pm chores. was there till 9.
Back at the farm by 6am tomorrow. OMG...yeah tired? You think?
Anyway...Im off to get some sleep... adn a shower would be nice... very nice. | | |
| OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
13 DAYS!
Im so scared...
ummm help?
"Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it
I make my bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting..." | | |
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